August 2012
Southside
When music used to be soulful and good.
- Me : I'm a wizard.
- Friend : Then prove it.
- Me : I can't, no magic outside hogwarts.
I’ll tell you why I can’t wait until I go to college. Why I can’t wait until I leave this house and start a life of my own.
I live with my grandparents, who aren’t the most pleasant people to live with. And because of that, I miss out on a lot of things. I can’t hold my own vball function at my house which is big enough AND I’m captain, I’ll never introduce my boyfriend to my grandparents because they’d criticize my parents’ parenting. I can’t stay up late or do anything. I don’t even feel comfortable doing my laundry in front of them. I feel confined and uncomfortable in my own home.
That’s enough motivation to go to college to start my life on my own.
I hate being something I’m not. But I feel like that’s what I have to do to feel good about myself. Even though I hate it at the same time.
i want pancakes
that is all
A key for every problem, a light for every shadow, a relief for every sorrow and a plan for every tomorrow. Just be grateful for each and every brand new day, and work with what God gives you because God will never give you anything you’re not capable of.
I think the best relationships are the ones where you fall for someone unexpectedly. When you have no intention whatsoever of getting at someone but feelings grow after getting to know them more.
I’m just so physically tired…and I’m mentally draining myself. Like fuck…is this how I’m gonna be when school starts?